through the years.

In kindergarten or elementary school, when we were “mad” at someone we wouldn’t share our crayons with them or play with them at recess and typically forgot about the next day.
In middle school, when we were “mad” at someone, we sat in clicks and laughed while pointing fingers talking bad about them at lunch and remembered it every day.
In high school, when we were “mad” at someone we put them down and “ignored” them till the point where it became a daily routine, and typically, I would say, by senior year we’d forgotten why we were always mean to them in the first place.
In college, when we were “mad” at someone we called them names to their face sometimes started outrageous fights in public and private, and then became forever mortal enemies.
After college throughout adult hood I’d mostly say, when we were “mad” at someone, we hated them, period and then deleted them off our friends list on facebook, and bashed them “without mentioning names” online.

I’m seeing this as being the cycle that life is going through when people “get mad”. It’s like we can no longer say we were just mad at them, but rather, “Oh I de-friended them”. (Because that’ll show em!) Not that I know from experience, but I think I can safely say that when we’re senior citizens, we won’t be able to think of reasons to be mad at people, and everyone will be blessing, no matter the terms.

words of thought.


dear whatever you are:

It’s been awhile. I haven’t updated anyone on anything. No recipes, no movies, nothing. I’m not really sure why. I blame most of it on the fact that I don’t have internet at home. So getting online to write is few & far between minutes.

To cut the crap and get down to whatever it is I’m “venting” here, let’s just say here’s my goals, aspirations, what I want to accomplish, within the next year.

  1. Own a bicycle, in good working order.
  2. Be able to run an entire 5K (which seems easy, but you don’t know me)
  3. Get up every morning and be able to say “I worked out this morning” at least 4 our of the 7 days.
  4. Get as much night walking in with the pup before it gets icy & cold.
  5. Buy a new pair of decent running shoes.
  6. Loose weight. I don’t have a set goal, that may be ridiculous, but I don’t.
  7. Discipline my eating habits, snacking habits, and food choices. To a T, hard core.
  8. Find something outdoors I love, outside of camping & canoeing.
  9. Attempt to Kayak, somewhere.
  10. Take a vacation by myself, to anywhere in the world.
  11. Grow out this hair, for real. Instead of talking about it. And get it back to pure natural color.
  12. Organize my garage, where my car actually fits inside.
  13. Spend a bit on home improvement & my personal belongings to fit my style.
  14. Live out the routine.

About that last one, “Live out the routine” seems pretty boring, I know. But it’s not. This routine, is nothing something I plan to get myself caught in, or get to the point where I’m so sick of it. This routine I’m dreaming about, includes daily activities that need to happen. Washing face, brushing teeth, doing dishes every night, regular cleaning of the house, work outs, etc. Be honest, occasionally you forget to brush your teeth, or you leave the dishes in the sink too long, and sometimes you’re too tired to actually wash your face before laying down. It happens, but this routine, is health, hygiene, and good for my soul. So, I’m doing it.

Maybe you’ll see a drastic change in me folks, just maybe.